Betrayal

How come my  ”friends” have zero respect for me? I am always there for them whether I am sick or having a bad day myself. But when I ask one thing of them…one thing that really means a lot to me…they go behind my back and betray me. Like it means NOTHING!!

My best friend’s name is Trevor. Or was I guess. I have known him for 8 years. Since fourth grade we have been best friends and since eighth grade I have been in love with him. He knows that too. I told him just recently. And he just doesnt understand.

I made a knew friend just a couple weeks ago too. Which is a big deal because making friends is really hard for me to. Her name is Shannen. I told Shannen before I ever introduced her to Trevor how I felt about him and she SWORE she would NOT flirt. Or date him.

Three days later they are doing everything together. Movies, dinner, hanging out at his house, texting 24/7. And they talk shit about me behind my back…like I’m not even there. Talk about betrayal. I thought I could trust them…Trevor at least. And it came to this. Losing two friends…one of which I thought was my best friend. I told him everything. I was completely comfortable being myself with him…thats a really hard thing to find. And I dont know that I can ever find it again. So cheers to all of the people who have ever hurt me. I hope your happy now.