My Sestina

It’s hard to imagine.
The feelings I am having of pain.
And love.
The contradiction.
I wonder about it’s purpose.
Or if it even has one.

Does any one,
Know how to imagine?
Is it plausible, does it have a purpose?
Imagining, it only causes pain.
But it’s a conflicting contradiction
That also brings love.

Pain and love.
I have just one
Question about this contradiction.
Is it okay to imagine
Suffering being part of both love and pain.
Or does that not have a purpose?

Because if it has a purpose
To suffer because of love
And to suffer because of pain.
Are there people or even just one
Who can imagine
What it must feel like; this contradiction.

Because this contradiction
Might have a purpose
To show that you can imagine
Suffering through love.
And see a person; just one
Who suffers through both love and pain

So when you feel that pain.
The pain of the splitting contradiction.
And you see that person; just one.
Who fulfilled their purpose
Of suffering through the pain and through the love
Of what they used to imagine.

Let your pain be your purpose.
Trust he contradiction with love.
And be that one person who continues to imagine.