My conversation with Daniel when all thats on my mind is depression

Daniel: I love you baby.
Me: Yeah. Luv u 2.
Daniel: What's wrong?
Courtney: I HATE MY FAMILY! Especially my mom. She is so mean to me. Everything is my fault And never anyone else's. It's stupid! I'm already going through enough with the move. I dont need this right now.
Daniel: I'm sorry you're going through this Courtney. I've noticed that your Mom isn't very nice to youat all and it hurts to see you sad or hurt or angry. I know we can't change things right now but if you hang in there I know that we can get through this time together. I'm so sorry you have to deal with her and all her shit. But keep in mind that you have people who love and support you. Like me. Right now a lot is happening and changing. For all we know the third World War could start tomorrow. But no matter what happenes or how rough things get, whether you are sad or happy, angry or joyous, I will be there by your side through it all. This is swear to you and i will swear it again tomorrow. Becuase Courtney, I want to marry you. And be with you forever. Just try and oush onwards and with a little help we can make it through this. I love you Darling.
Courtney: You are so sweet. I love you too Daniel. This is just really hard. We are moving and she is being a bitch. She just yelled at Abby for getting up and getting a pencil to do her homework. It scares me. Am I gonna be like that? She is such a terrible bitch.
Daniel: I'm so sorry baby. You will never be as terrible as her. Ever. You're not that kind of person.
Courtney: God i hate her.
Daniel: Im sorry.
Courtney: Eh.
About 20 minutes later.
Courtney: I hate MY life. And myself.
Daniel: Please dont.
Courtney: But i do.
Daniel: How can i help?
Courtney: I honestly do not know.
Daniel: I'm sorry.
Courtney: It doesnt even matter just....UGH! I hate this!
Daniel: Please dont. Please hang in there. Please.
Courtney: I dont know if i can. Even though I am still here physically my soul is growing more and more distant from my body everyday.
Daniel: You're making me cry.
Courtney: Join the club. But baby please dont cry.
Daniel: You cant stop an emo kid from crying.
Courtney: haha. It's so true.
Daniel: Baby i am begging you to hold on. Please. For me.
Courtney: I dont know if I can....
Daniel: Baby....Please i love you.

No response.

Burned

I heard the screaming
Then the tears
Giving in
To your darkest fears.
I drag you down
Way down below.
I sit and wait
For the start of the show.
My eyes are dark
The dancing fire.
Your burning flesh
Gets me inspired.
I smile when you shriek.
You're pain makes me laugh.
I count your cries.
Its easy math.
You're body is gone now.
No more fun.
You're ashes lay there.
But there's more than one.
I've been watching him
To discover his fears.
I hear the screaming.
Then the tears.

Created

It falls.
The blood a blazing red.
It crashes.
The slit just below your head.
The silver point.
Now stained with blood.
Falls from your hand,
To a pile of mud.
The rain keeps puring,
Its colored blue.
The acid burns,
When it touches you.
It falls.
The blood a blazing red.
It crashes.
The slit just below your head.
Your blood is on your hands.
Not mine.
You are not real.
You were created in my mind.